I managed to do it again.
Do exactly what I have done, and for some reason is my passion to do, for almost 6 years now.
I broke my plans.
My whole life I have been the sort of person that loves, and by love I mean deeply love writing down ALL my plans. Plans to every single detail. I would put this piece, or pieces of paper on my wall, spending weeks reading it over and over again and even adding to it. It would be plans that would cover all fields of life; living situation, education, travel-destinations, love, clothes ect. I always tend to amaze people with the determination of completing and going for what I wanted.
" Wow, that girl really got something going for her." would be the words I eavesdropped on when the topic was set on me.
However, I never did turn out the girl they thought I was. Never did I outlive the plans and goals I had then. What I think I merely did, was to dissapoint people when not turning out to be this "determined individual who will make a difference in life".
BUT. A big fat BUT.
I am happy. And truly, honestly and boldly; that is all that matters.
I have constantly broken my plans. So often I stopped telling people about them, cause I knew I would have to put myself in reverse and change my sayings. You never know what will pop up in life (read previous blog " And Im back in the game").
The most beautiful things, episodes, experiences and people show up when you least expect it. They will never be on a list. Nor will they come if you did type them down when being a young girl.
When being open to change; change will happen. When being open to love; love will happen. All this and more, when you keep your spirit free and go with the flow of life.
Yes. With this life-style I cannot "save the world" nor do I tend to. Nor do I wish to. I truly believe when you are deeply happy, that's when you can make people smile. Doing what you "should, could, would" will only benefit others. Doing what makes YOU happy, smile, love and live life the way you wish; that's what will expand your horizon and be worth while. And something I see everyone in your life odd to accept. If there is no accept to reach, at least respect the choices an individual makes. This is where you will make a significant change in people's lives. You might even be inspirational to others; friends, family and even strangers. That is beautiful and uplifting to me.
So I changed my plans, again.
Whether I changed it for love, a different adventure or just for the sake of change will always be the questions I will be asked. The answer will always be my own. However, I will share one day when I'm ready.
I am currently sitting on my new boat's deck. Enjoying the freedom to write what comes to mind, loving the peace and quiet and sucking in all the knowlegde I can learn from my new "partners in crime". Anyhow, life on this beautiful Danish 46 feet catamaran will take me places in mind and body, I never thought were possible.
Final destination; unknown - in every possible way.
Just the way I like it.
Love will take you places you never thought were possible. One just gotta stay open to new options in life and take in what may come to you. Just significantly beautiful!
Making a difference in life will be well-considered and thought of with a constant stream of motivation. If only I could make a difference in one person's life, I would rest easy and be satisfied to the limit!
That will, no doubt happen one fine day. Till then, I will enjoy my new love and somewhat new life-style.
"When it Feels Right; it's Right!"
Thank You!
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